my life has been tragic so far. Growing up my fam on my mamz side had been alcoholics, n most of my fam from dat side were dying out. i cant remember how many deaths dere were n like a year it was aroun 3 or 4 deaths a year from fam members. i would wake up 1 mornin n b like i cant get 2 close 2 dese guys casue theyll end up leaving jus like dat. My dads side of da family on da other hand were jus plan out evil. My momz lost me wen i was 4 years old form drinking alcohol, my dad den got custody of me, he den 2 lost me after about a year. From violence wit his wife. i was den stuck wit my grandparents da dales on his side of da fam..da years wen on n everything was ok i was really happy form were i was becasue i was spoiled. until i hit my teen years and everythang changed. isnt it funny how 1 day u could wake up n evey thang can b fine, while on anotha u wake up and eveyrhtnags wrong. Well dats how it was. i got abused by ma grandfather. i got hit every time i supposedbly talked back i got hit with metal things, i got hit with fists, hands, foot, brooms, cans non opened, glass jars, toys, sticks, any thang u can think of. i got sexually abused by him. dat was da scariest thang of ma life, he threatned to rape me, but neva did, he would say des horrible things 2 me. he verbally abused me 2. he was such an asshole 2 me. My grandma lousie didnt do shit about it, she 2 abused me. i fough with ma uncle there son, i always beat the shit out of him, hez da same age as me, i always won. Afta dat would happen she would beat me bad, but it was worth it cuz he learned hiz lesson. At the age of 14 i had a daughter by the name of Torian Ketchum i love dis grl so much, i would give up anything 4 her. She is ma baby sista, not really ma daughta, but i raised hur frum birth, until now, their making me suffer by not being able 2 have nay physical contact wid her. if fucking sucks 2 b n ma shoes. but wen i have a man he makes me feel , betta than i eve did in ma whole entire life. wen i got abused he took hiz stress out on me, his frustrations. i want revenge 2 c dem suffer and go throw da pain dat iwent trhough. but im not like dat. ope u enjoyed!!!!! ma interesting life story.
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